Visual Artists
I have also been very influenced by visual artists such as Ellsworth Kelly for his use of color, form and scale; Jean Tinguely and his wonderfully playful and terrifying kinetic sculptures; Gerhard Richter for his ability to deal with many types of representation/abstraction, often using radically different methods, both novel and highly idiomatic; and Clyfford Still, for what I can best describe in his paintings as a refined rawness, simultaneously clear and mysterious.
Biggest Influences
Perhaps my biggest influences have been my teachers and colleagues. I studied with Tristan Murail, Fred Lerdahl and George Lewis at Columbia University and think it was by far the most important time in my musical development. It was an environment in which many differing musical perspectives came into my view and were allowed to coexist and intersect, largely as a reflection of the Columbia musical community itself.
Lerdahl was always open to, and curious about what I was working on, very generous with his time, and helpful even with issues pertaining to broader aspects of life as a musician. He told me something that has really stuck with me. To paraphrase, he said:
“You must write music that has undeniable quality; music that has no flaws, at least according to your own aesthetic principals and in combination with the internal logic you establish in the piece itself. At this point you have no excuse to ever do otherwise.”
Tristan Murail also pushed me. He once looked at a piano piece I was writing while I was his student and asked why I was writing it.
“Someone asked me to,” I said.
“Do you have something to say, or are you just writing it because you were asked?”
“Is it that bad?” I said.
“No, it’s not that bad,” he said, “but there must be something extra, something special. There are already too many pieces for piano that are exceptional, so why add something to the pile that is less than that, why bother? What you are showing me is less than exceptional, and I know you can write a special piece…”
I had never had someone so honestly tell me I needed to do better and that I could do better. I started over and am still working on that piano piece nearly 6 years later!
George Lewis got me to really reconsider my views on musical representation and meaning in music. I was at a lecture where he stated the following (again, paraphrased):
“If John Cage was correct and a sound is just a sound, then we wouldn’t know the difference between art and a rattlesnake or a pit-bull…”